Grit my teeth, put plaster, carry on.
To all my loyal fanclub, pls excuse me. Haw haw. These few days been too melancholic to be a joker. :P
Acherly, I realise I write a lot better than I speak. *thinks* At least, people more or less can hear what I'm saying when I write. Haz. Oh well. Today I got a offer from Joey to write a post in their newsletter. Haha. Didn't expect that. She said that she found my blog entries really funny, so she's asking whether I can help. For me, no issue one la, so long it's not a repetitive commitment or something. =) Helping a friend is no problem. (So long it becomes a help and not a burden)
Why can't commit, you ask? Simple. 'Cos I've got a lot of other commitments to take care of. Commitments which not many people will take on. Commitments which are great investments in heaven... *thinks about the storage account there...hopefully it's a big fat piggy bank*
I think, every night from 11-1 a.m., is the worst point of every day. I don't know if I should take some time alone to sort out what I'm feeling. Not as if it'll be much help, actually. I was wondering if that's why every alternate blog is so down and every other blog is a-ok.
I'm chatting with her right now. Not that she will see this, of course. I think...I'm too emotional about this kinda thing already. Nowadays to keep myself ok, I remind myself-- nan2 ren2 da4 zhang4 fu3, nan2 nu3 si1 qing2, he2 zhu2 gua4 chi3. Instead I should be xiong2 xin1 guang3 da4, gan4 hao3 yi4 fan1 shi4 ye4.
Pain is a friend. It reminds you you're alive. And it won't last forever. But I still don't understand, why I cannot help feeling this way.
Maybe it's just something about being awake at the wrong time. The 11 p.m. curse. Or falling for the wrong girl. The long-haired curse.
I will endure, as long as it takes. I will endure.
Acherly, I realise I write a lot better than I speak. *thinks* At least, people more or less can hear what I'm saying when I write. Haz. Oh well. Today I got a offer from Joey to write a post in their newsletter. Haha. Didn't expect that. She said that she found my blog entries really funny, so she's asking whether I can help. For me, no issue one la, so long it's not a repetitive commitment or something. =) Helping a friend is no problem. (So long it becomes a help and not a burden)
Why can't commit, you ask? Simple. 'Cos I've got a lot of other commitments to take care of. Commitments which not many people will take on. Commitments which are great investments in heaven... *thinks about the storage account there...hopefully it's a big fat piggy bank*
I think, every night from 11-1 a.m., is the worst point of every day. I don't know if I should take some time alone to sort out what I'm feeling. Not as if it'll be much help, actually. I was wondering if that's why every alternate blog is so down and every other blog is a-ok.
I'm chatting with her right now. Not that she will see this, of course. I think...I'm too emotional about this kinda thing already. Nowadays to keep myself ok, I remind myself-- nan2 ren2 da4 zhang4 fu3, nan2 nu3 si1 qing2, he2 zhu2 gua4 chi3. Instead I should be xiong2 xin1 guang3 da4, gan4 hao3 yi4 fan1 shi4 ye4.
Pain is a friend. It reminds you you're alive. And it won't last forever. But I still don't understand, why I cannot help feeling this way.
Maybe it's just something about being awake at the wrong time. The 11 p.m. curse. Or falling for the wrong girl. The long-haired curse.
I will endure, as long as it takes. I will endure.
posted by theChosenCan at 3/05/2005 12:00:00 am
2 Comments:
Ayoh daniel what fanclub do you have? just bcos i mentioned your name on my blog entry doesn't mean u have a fanclub. and when i wrote 'fanclub' in one of my entries, it meant some other people....durrrhhh......haha.
Ha. I have a fanclub you know nothing about. =) haha. fancy that this post is one the few u responded to. interesting.
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