Today's thoughts can be summarised in a few headings:

1. Recovery from last night's emotional exhaustion.

2. Going thru motion at school. I'm glad I did that. Better than being sincere, in bed.

3. I still feel sore about myself. And relating with others.

4. Fullerton is a lovely place. And so is the Esplanade.

5. It'd be great if I can experience what it's like to slack for a period of time.

6. No pt comparing with others: to compare what you know about yourself to what you don't know about others.

7. Am I too ideal? I feel I am too far from the ideal.

8. Something changes in my heart when I touch the Word of God.

9. My folks are in NZ. Quasi-guilt, phoney-guilt, pseudo-guilt, at not being able to wake up at 4.30 a.m. to send them off at the airport.