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Yes, that's how I felt just before service started today. Felt a terrible spiritual heaviness I knew not what. Felt so weak I thought I couldn't song lead.
So spent time in prayer, and realised that we were battling spiritual forces. So I whacked them in the name of Jesus. Felt a tremendous freedom after that.
Song leading was good, but felt directionless until Pastor took over. Ya. I was glad he took over. I felt like I was in a hazy room, with no clear direction.
Felt very strengthened by watching Edmund Chan's msg today during service. Just felt like bursting out and just crying out to the Lord. But didn't want to make a scene (is it a good thing? bad?). But I just felt like crying out to the Lord. Take it all....take my business, my life, my relationships, my ministry, my churches...just take it all. 100%.
Just reached home after comforting my dear. And read through my journals. Wooooohoooo. I feel so strengthened after reading it. And yes, it definitely gave me the thought that I want more and more ministry from others. So I'm gonna seek it, not on a regular basis, but whenever there are new people in town, I definitely want to benefit from their ministry. 'Cos one of the reasons why the ministry was so dynamic in Cebu was 'cos I had benefited from Bro Kubus ministry in COOS at that time. The man had laid hands on me for 2 seconds....but it was enough for me to know that it's not the man, it's Jesus, and this is how the Master feels like. And I think one can't get enough of such touches from God. Felt so strengthened with a new strength (hate repeating words but no choice) at that time. And I think my memory is short, you know, after a while I forget that it was 'cos someone ministered to me in the first place. So I need people to minister to me.
So guys, if you're reading this and you know some good ministers are in town, page me ya? Many thanks in advance.
So spent time in prayer, and realised that we were battling spiritual forces. So I whacked them in the name of Jesus. Felt a tremendous freedom after that.
Song leading was good, but felt directionless until Pastor took over. Ya. I was glad he took over. I felt like I was in a hazy room, with no clear direction.
Felt very strengthened by watching Edmund Chan's msg today during service. Just felt like bursting out and just crying out to the Lord. But didn't want to make a scene (is it a good thing? bad?). But I just felt like crying out to the Lord. Take it all....take my business, my life, my relationships, my ministry, my churches...just take it all. 100%.
Just reached home after comforting my dear. And read through my journals. Wooooohoooo. I feel so strengthened after reading it. And yes, it definitely gave me the thought that I want more and more ministry from others. So I'm gonna seek it, not on a regular basis, but whenever there are new people in town, I definitely want to benefit from their ministry. 'Cos one of the reasons why the ministry was so dynamic in Cebu was 'cos I had benefited from Bro Kubus ministry in COOS at that time. The man had laid hands on me for 2 seconds....but it was enough for me to know that it's not the man, it's Jesus, and this is how the Master feels like. And I think one can't get enough of such touches from God. Felt so strengthened with a new strength (hate repeating words but no choice) at that time. And I think my memory is short, you know, after a while I forget that it was 'cos someone ministered to me in the first place. So I need people to minister to me.
So guys, if you're reading this and you know some good ministers are in town, page me ya? Many thanks in advance.
posted by theChosenCan at 6/10/2006 10:09:00 pm
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