Musings in relaxation

Hey hey, all my beloved fans! (if there are any left)

Finally a chance to relac-one-kornuh in the Dark Side (known as Jay-Bee). I miss my dearie. Really really miss her. Sometimes really don't know what to say to her to convey what I mean. So I can only say it as it is lor -- the unpolished "I miss you". :( (do i hear all your "awwww"s in the distance? :D)

Met up with the Outreach today. Was very happy to see them...it felt as if I hadn't met them in a long long time! :P Glad to see that everyone by and large is ok and happy. Looking forward to Project Y on thurs! Hoping that this experiment with the Lord will yield unexpected results!

As I think back on today, I'm hoping today's Outreach session wasn't too much of a spiritual overdose. :P ("After dat get spiritual indigestion then u noe", says my ever-self-conscious conscience to me) But I really hope that we will grow! Both in numbers, and in spiritual quality. Hee hee hee. Hoping to see some spiritual generals rise up from here in time to come. YeRP, that's the high hopes that I have! LOL. And I really enjoyed the prophetic time we had today...boy was that good stuff man~~

Dearie, I'm praying for you. May you experience the love of God once again and freshness in your walk with Him.

I'm praying for myself too. Read Maxwell and was very convicted on what he said about accountability, character, and trust. Also quite convicted that I must continue to press on and not give up, especially in learning to flow in the spiritual gifts. Also, praying for a mentor!!!! *sob* Need one urgently....

I'm hoping, against hope, that THCC will not end up as a traditional, 'normal', church. But I trust God lah, the one in whom "hope does not disappoint". God knows best, and I should continue to do what lies within my scope and within my giftings. I cannot change the inevitable, but I know God can. But may God use me to do much much more than this.

A lot of thinking along the way here on the motorbike. =) Not to mention that I got even more time to think when I rode up to Woodlands, only to discover I didn't bring my passport... oh boy. (if my dearie sees this I'm gonna get scolding...again :D)

This has been highly disorganised. So not like me to write an essay that way. Hope those of you who like "stream-of-consciousness" crap like my musing today :PpP