Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Had a Kit KAT

Had a break today. =)

A very very good break.

Am deciding btwn the books biz and the guit biz... Maybe I should ask my fans. How many of you think I should do my books biz, and how many of you think I should do my guit biz insteaD?

Some updates: family is in financial crisis (again). Would like to request lots of prayers and help from anyone. Quite serious...

I am very shacked these few days. I think it's 'cos I'm getting too fat.

Friday, August 25, 2006

Had this song running in my head a few days liao

I had a bad day, yeah.
She said you would not understand.
She left a note that said I'm
Sorry, I, I had a bad day yeah.

She spilled her coffee broke a shoelace.
and smeared the lipstick on her face.
Slammed the door and said I'm
Sorry, I, I had a bad day again.

BRIDGE:
and she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her play that same old song
she puts me up and puts me on, oh woah,

I had a bad day again
(I had a bad day again)
she said you would not understand.
she left a note that said i'm
sorry, I, I had a bad day again.

It wasn't all bad la. More like mixed. But this song kept running in my head. Didn't realise that the parts of the lyrics I had forgotten were actually quite apt....especially the part about "you would not understand".

One cannot heave his heart into his mouth too often, it makes for weaklings and prolonged lickings of wounds. But I need people I can be vulnerable with... People who will understand.

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Working takes an inordinate amount of time...

Sigh. It's hard to maintain a balanced approach to life, because of sickening....WORK!!!!!

Can't stand work any longer....grrrr.....

Am getting fatter, and cannot focus on what I like to do 'cos of stupid work.....

Grrrr. Work work work.

Feel like a peon.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

thank you God for making me me

Read through my profile again, and wanna say again:

"And I just thank you Father for making me, me."

Me and God, we're an army. Me, God and others, we're a trillion. :D

I am a fish??!?!?

NG YONGSHENG DANIEL a.k.a. LIMPEH's Phishy Personality Profile Overview Date and Time of Personality Profile Generation: 8/3/2006 1:07:17 AM


Your Primary Phishy Personality Factor is Powerful Swordtail, and its Key Characteristics and General Traits is summarised as follows:

Key Characteristics

Key Personality Preferences

Active & Rational

Key Value Displayed

Power (Be In-Control)

Key Motivator

Achievements

Key Concern

Failure (Lack of Achievements)

Key Emotion to be Harnessed

Anger (e.g. Excess Rage)

Key Complementing Values to be Nutured

Compassion, Respect (including Humility), Cooperation, Integrity, Loyalty

General Traits

Potential Strengths

Confident, Comfortable in Leading (Make things Happen), Competitve, Energetic, Enterprising, Risk-taking, Independent, Take Initiative, Self-Reliant, Adventurous, Strong-willed (Firm), Bold (Daring, Courageous), Decisive, Determined, Direct, Outspoken, Productive, Optimistic.

Potential Check Points

Jumpy (Hot or Short-tempered), Rash (Implusive, Careless, Over-Bold), Rude, Blunt (Tacyless, Direct w/o Tact), Impatient (Intolerant), Bossy (Compelling, Domineering, Dictating), Headstrong, Argumentative, Cold (Indifferent, Unsympathetic), Over-Forceful, Stubborn, Proud, Workaholic (Over-worked, Over-Loaded), Manipulative, Shallow (Superficial, Insincere), Unpunctual (Late for Appointments)


Your Secondary Phishy Personality Factor is Careful Goldfish, and its key characteristics and general traits are summarised as follows:

Key Characteristics

Key Personality Preferences

Reflective & Rational

Key Value Displayed

Perfection (Precision & Accuracy)

Key Motivator

Principles (Rules)

Key Concern

Disorder (Lack of Plan or Policy)

Key Emotion to be Harnessed

Gloominess (e.g. Depression)

Key Complementing Values to be Nutured

Compassion, Initiative, Respect, Cooperation

General Traits

Potential Strengths

Careful (Conscientious), Accurate (doing right the first time), Precise, Anaytical, Logical, Hard-working, Sensitive, Planner, Organised (Orderly, Timely, Scheduled, Systematic), Well-Mannered (Cultured), Disciplined, Compliant, Persistent, Detailed (Thorough, Meticulous), Loyal (Faithful), Gifted, Intellectual, Restrained (Self-Controlled), Comfortable with Facts and Figures

Potential Check Points

Fussy, Perfectionist to a fault, Over-Critical, Over-Suspicious (Sceptical), Over-Rigid (Policy must be adhered at all cost, inflexible), Over-Traditional (Conservative), Resentful (Bitter), Unforgiving (Revengeful), Difficult (hard to get along), Too Sensitive, Moody, Lonesome, Easily Depressed, Lacking in Humour, Uninvolved (Withdrawn), Not-Practical (Too Theoretical), Pessimistic


The above Phishy Personality Profile Overview is to provide you with a brief summary of your personality key characteristics and general traits , to help you in your career and personal development.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Got very very VERY angry today.

Heard that Jan's brother dared to whack her. As in, he hit her on her shoulder. Hard.

Have you ever heard of younger brother daring to whack an older sister? First he spat on her, then he whacked her. Blatant disrespect. In fact, spitting called as "disrespect" is an understatement. I have no regard for people who dare to act like that. None AT ALL.

Blood boil. If I were not in Christ, and he was right before me....I would give him exactly what he deserves. With added interest, saliva and phlegm.

In fact I was so mad when I heard about it just now I wanted to rush over (from Tampines), grab the imbecilic brat (yes, if you're reading this, may the whole world know that YOU ARE A SPOILT BRAT. A crappy SPOILT BRAT.) by the cuffs, and knock him senseless. Not to mention that if I really wanted to do it, I would do it at 4 a.m., just when he is sound asleep and unprepared. I'd rush in, give him a mighty piece of my mind, and send him packing to A&E.

Now instead, I have lodged a mighty big complaint with my Dai Kor. And told my Boss that die-die he must do something. As drastic as possible, please. I cannot stand to see people bullied, whether that person were my gf or not. I believe bullies should get what they deserve. As in, honestly. Anyone who has been bullied before knows how damaging it is for the one who's bullied to live with the idea that the offender gets away scot-free, and everyone blaming the victim, for being the victim. $#@#@$^%$##$&^#!!!!

We're documenting this down. At least I will be. If it happens again, it shall be a police case. It's better that way than if I were to make it a personal vendetta.

R'ship with God getting back on track....

YEA!

And looking forward to this Sun's BBQ ^^.

Sun 6 Aug 1.30 p.m.! Soccer, Passion of Christ, and BBQ. Woohooo. Hope my guit and tuition students can go.... Also, very happy that Nick and Dennis are taking such a forward role in organising this BBQ. Good job guys!! :D

Faith
I can move the mountains
I can do all things through Christ...
I know. =)